intermission.

hey prudence.

so you are the only one besides mei who left a comment on my post. one liner, still you bothered. so, i m gonna write this post to you. i did promise mei that she would be the one i first post to when i arrive at amsterdam. consider this a filler. haha. you can sue me but i don't have any professional indemnity insurance, so u will get nothing out of me :p

so i delayed my trip for a month. its all good to sort things out. most of it is good. i get see more of chatswood (contrary to what most of you think, i do really like the job) i finally got to work on something i really like, be exactly where i want to be in my career, and now i'm giving it up ... in 10 days. ironic. is it all worth it ? only time can tell.

also, got to know matthieu who gave me lots of hints on europe, more time to pack and think about where i want to go from here etc, etc, etc. but the one thing i wanted most, i was investing lots of time and effort in, fell the hardest on my face and now i wish i am already gone. well, looking back in a few months or years, this will probably be my very favourite mistake. i can't be an emotional wreck forever. hah. the tide will eventually turn.

i also blamed chris and phil for not making out. and because of that, i didn't get to see you and karina make out. sigh. but we now know the size of karina's mouth. hahahaha

*cra...jxe night


(more pics on facebook)

i also blame .. ok i m done blaming.

i'll try to get some sleep now.

xxx. j.